Multicolored pixels dance across the surface of my mind,
They determine my reality.
Always colorful, but flat and 2D,
It forces me to really think, “Is this really me?”
Gotta get those coins, and save the silly princess from her pixelated strife.
This is just the story of my NES life,
Doing the 8-bit, 2D daily grind.
Simply working that 8-bit 9 to 5.
actually both haha
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So I’m talking to you, another blogger…maybe defeats the purpose?
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No, a relationship is a relationship no matt er where it may form. It just depends on how close you want to be with someone
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That is the hard part. Remember our intuition discussion how it is hard to follow? Mine says that I want to get too close to a few people. Including you actually…the problem is that it feeds me in a way I am not sure I should want. I definitely seperate this from real life, but I don’t know. Even talking about it feels wrong in a way.
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why?
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I don’t know. I guess I feel like I shouldn’t need anything from anyone on here. Like my husband, kids, family, people who know me in the world outside the computer should be enough.
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But it isn’t.
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sometimes it isn’t. Sometimes we wear masks around those who rightfully should know us best
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I don’t want to, but I have to sometimes. I can’t just tell people in real life that I think about suicide every day, or they will call the doctor. I can’t talk to my family about this kind of stuff, or they will be hurt, or angry.
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I know, I didn’t say that there wasn’t a good reason for employing them
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I know you know Sage. Why did you think I decided to become annoyed with you? You understand…
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unfortunately for both of us, I do
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Sorry
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Haha don’t be
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You can’t stop me if I don’t let you. So there. I can be sorry for you if I want to. All day long. All night too. What are you gona do about it? 😉
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It’s not a bad thing, it’s just something that you usually don’t want to have in common you know?
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Yeah, I know. I was thinking about you dying at 60 the other day. Wondering if I would even be alive. Feeling sad in a way, and just accepting at the same time. Knowing it would be better.
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If I lived closer, I’d probably do something stupid like tickle you
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What am I going to do with you Sage?
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haha what’d I do now?
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If you ever just get annoyed with me, or tired of me, or whatever, just tell me okay? I just am not very good at reading between the lines, and I’m already too attached not to care.
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looks like one of my messages never went through, I said haha, what’d I do now? haha! I don’t see myself getting annoyed
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Just remember…just in case. I just value honesty more than kindness
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No worries, I would tell you. I “just” think you’re awesome
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Ditto
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Sorry for all the “justs”. 😉
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Thought you might be interested to know that I’m not actually ticklish. Just a fact I was trying to remember if I had ever posted about before for my “something wicked” post.
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I’m just going to be mad at you today. Why do I have to pretend to get you to interact with me? Oh, I get it…that role-play fantasy stuff. Come by my blog today Sage and tell me what I’m lying about okay?
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I just tagged you. 😉 http://wp.me/p1Cvgh-13M
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Whatcha doing sage?
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helping a friend with a papers
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Have fun
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have you read my commend on find the lie?
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This is an excellent ‘something’. I have long laughed. “You won a pixel award!” That and a couple of dollars might by me a meal down at Mickey Dee’s. “I just got high score!” I laugh. “How long do you think that’ll last?”, I ask, watching as someone brings them down.
I know a friend of mine. He died Thursday. (I’ve found: the older I get the more dead people I know.) When he found out he was dying (basically from sitting on his buttkiss waaayyy too long) – the doc told him he had to lose some weight – he just sat there devoting himself to “Warcraft”. His legacy? Some high score and a pixelated hero that didn’t die with him – but that’ll soon be gone. Just like him.
“Look what I can do, grandpa!” my kid cries, zooming around on the screen collecting coins. “Look at how much money I have!”
“Yeah,” I say, “and where can you go spend it?” He points at the magic screen. There are a lot of ‘weapons’, even a sword. Trouble is: they really don’t mean a thing. Which is why I gave up playing video games after about 30 years, LOL!!!!
and yes . . . I played the original Pong . . . when Pong was the only game around. 🙂
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